welcome to my world.

I won't start of with telling you about my day. I'll start of with telling you about my year so far so you can relate a little easier and understand why I describe my days to follow the way I do. 2011, a year away from 2012. The world might as well end in 2011 instead of waiting until 2012. I guess my past years haven't been too great, but at the same time I shouldn't be complaining. It took me 16 years to realize how greatly I take things for granted. For instance, my best friend Kaylan, or should I say ex-best friend. When I look back upon our friendship I can't help but feel like it was all my fault that our friendship ended. On the plus side, we ended our friendship on good terms. We are more tolerant of each other. My year has been decent other than the fall out of my best friend. I have been feeling more ambitious than usual. I make huge plans in my head like to travel to Nice or Cannes, become a NCA Champion, direct/edit/produce the next blockbuster. Its a little hard to handle all these ambitions and dreams that run through my mind. Which brings me to my next subject, my sanity. Oh, is it difficult keeping track of mr. sanity, he just seems to roam all over with out warning and sometimes isn't reliable. I suppose that's why I decided to blog my thoughts. It gives me a hard piece of evidence that sometimes I can compose myself long enough to scribble some words down. I tend to channel my craziness through my imagination. You see, mr. sanity is pretty much married to mrs. imagination. They come hand in hand. If I can't use my imagination while doing assignments and tasks then there goes my sanity right out the window. I think that one of my goals in life is to some day learn to control my sanity and imagination and use it to my advantage. 
The last thing you should know about me in order to better understand my blog posts is that I am unpredictable and random. Today I'll blog a 20 page autobiography and tomorrow I'll blog a joke I heard on tv. Unpredictability/ randomness, another thing I need to learn to control.